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Abandoning Our Agendas For His

//Hands gripped tightly, knuckles white, To these dreams, these plans I hold so tight. I’ve laid it all out, My blueprint–perfected, I’ve determined my days, No room for interceptions. Some call it a rut, But I call it “prepared”. I like to know the ropes, Before I even get there. But sometimes I wonder, Do…… Continue reading Abandoning Our Agendas For His


When Their Success Threatens Yours

You’ve wanted this. This dream, this job, this opportunity, gig, book deal, acceptance letter, position– whatever it is, you’ve dreamed of it. You’ve prayed for it, written your name on it, and have awaited that blessed day when it would finally be yours. “Someday…”, you keep telling yourself. And then it happens. Just… not to you.…… Continue reading When Their Success Threatens Yours


Fighting the Real Enemy [[when we want to fight each other]]

Our world is a mess right now. It’s always been a mess, but for some reason, it feels like a really big mess. Racial Tension. Terrorism. Politics gone mad. Dehumanization is growing with every passing day. It’s all his fault, it’s all her fault and it’s all their fault. We’re up in arms with swords to…… Continue reading Fighting the Real Enemy [[when we want to fight each other]]


Loving People Who Are Hard To Love

Do you ever find yourself avoiding really hard and uncomfortable relationships? Maybe it’s the person who has an abrasive or quirky personality  you just can’t stand. The family member or fellow church go-er who deeply hurt or offended you. Or the friend who continually pushes you away. If we’re being real, it’s so much easier to…… Continue reading Loving People Who Are Hard To Love


When You Feel Like Your Testimony Isn’t Powerful

I don’t have a good testimony… Nothing really ‘crazy’ has happened in my life… My story is basic and boring… Have you ever found yourself saying these things? Well, if so—you’re in good company. When asked to share my testimony, I used to kindly decline, resort to one of the above phrases and recommend they choose…… Continue reading When You Feel Like Your Testimony Isn’t Powerful


Believing The Lie of “I’m Just…”

My face twisted in confusion as I slid down in my seat. The woman-stranger on the other end of the phone just chewed my butt out for “the way” I described my job title: “Oh, I’m just the receptionist.” She raised her voice at me and started ranting, “What do you mean, ‘You’re JUST?’ Young lady, don’t…… Continue reading Believing The Lie of “I’m Just…”